I'm tired of having sweet dreams about you... dreams of us being together, or getting together. Dreams of forgiveness, of love. It's been near to a year since we parted ways...and yet, for some reason, I still love you and miss you almost as much as when you left. I've grown since then; gotten stronger...and yet, I still miss you.

I tried testing the waters with you again. You shot me down. In the dream, you said things that led me to believe that we may one day be together again. I hope against hope that this is true in reality, and not just in my dreams. But, even if it is only in my dreams....at least you're there in them. At least I get to see you again there.

For all that I've grown, I'm pathetic.......